#14ng3lzlipz
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:23 PM
i dont know i just felt like yelling into the void right now, so reply to this with your own vents about your cw/wanting to reach your gw/etc,etc. so we can all yell into the void together.
i feel so miserable that im not in the double digits for my weight rn, i feel like a failure and like im not really a 'real anorexic' because im not underweight yet. i feel like once im in the double digits i'll feel like i actually deserve to have a place and say things in ED communities like this one, and ill stop feeling like a fraud all the time. im scared to weigh myself right now because im horrifed the scale is going to show me im still nowhere near double digits. i just want to feel like all of my pain has been worth something.
sorry for being melodramatic, and no one feel the need to respond with comfort or anything i just felt like saying it and getting it out there
- ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* CW: 105 lbs/BMI: 19.84*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
- ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* GW: 95 lbs/BMI: 17.9*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
- ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*UGW: 85 lbs/BMI: 16.1*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
- ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*HEIGHT: 5'1"*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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#2StruggleEveryDay
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:26 PM
I'm finally unto the low 19's with my BMI, but I don't look nearly underweight. I still look plump. My mom even said when I made a comment, "At least you don't look underweight." God I hate having physical issue that make it impossible to exercise, but at least I'm still steadily losing.¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Please DM me; I'm lonely.
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Organ removal progress:
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Screw it.
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157.4 lbs - 125.4 lbs = 32lbs/14.5 kg lost in 2022
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#3BoredBibliophile
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:44 PM
I was very happy with my weight and recovery-adjacent life and now due to some things it feels ruined.
Baby steps though. Step 1: move out haha
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#4Eerie ☽ Lavender
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:45 PM
I'm so so fucking fat, and no matter how low I restrict and for how long, the scale number just does not want to MOVE recently. Even I can tell that I look so so much smaller, I know the weight is dropping, but the number isn't? I'm in like a 2000-2500 calorie deficit every single day yet the same number lingers. It's driving me absolutely insane because the only thing I can do at this point is to stop eating entirely. People are telling me almost daily now that I've lost so much weight in the last few weeks, but why isn't the number moving then? The fact that I have the audacity to be on a pro ana website at my weight is laughable. Fat fucking wannarexic. If I have to see the same number one more morning, I might just lose my mind
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𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒐, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒐 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑰"
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CW: 73.7kg - 162.481bs
HW: 91kg - 201lbs
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#5tothesea.2
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:51 PM
Right now I'm just above bmi 18 and I'm so unhappy with it. I'm relieved that I've lost from my hw a month ago (bmi 19.5), but mainly I just feel this overwhelming need to be back in my "safe range" of weight. It's not even about how I Iook, but knowing that I'm hardly underweight yet makes me so stressed and insecure
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RE-starting JUNE 2022
Height: 174cm
CW: 54.5kg (sw 58.5)
BMI = 18
gw1: 55kg
gw2: 53kg
gw2: 51kg
Restarted myaccountability to help the current situation YIKES // June 2022!
https://www.myproana...10-3-june-2022/
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#6Racca
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:58 PM
I really wish that I didn’t like my cw. I keep telling myself that I need to gain for health reasons but I’m so attached to being this thin that even a slight increase in the number on the scale would terrify me. I felt better at bmi 14-15 but increasing my intake seems impossible. It’s such a horrible feeling, I’m torn between the disordered and rational parts of my brain which makes it seem like I’m trapped in some kind of mental stasis.
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#7kitkat27
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 04:59 PM
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#8Dense decisions
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:04 PM
was at 100, hit 133 today, stomach like a bowling ball
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#9~ P R E S S U R E ~
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:12 PM
I’ve been restricting perfectly for nearly a year and I’m still overweight, not because I’ve yo-yo’d, but because years of BED made my starting weight so high (look at the signature for the number)… I’m so tired of still being fat I just want to be underweight already I’ve been doing so well I just want it to be worth something already
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#10loverofdreams
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:12 PM
i wish i could just be happy with my cw. i look good at bmi high 15s but i just cant help but want to go lower. i need my body to reflect how sick i feel and i’m also terrified of gaining anything
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#11darkbarbie
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:14 PM
I'm actually satisfied with the number as well as with my reflection in the mirror.
Then, why the f*ck I cannot stop restricting and losing further? I promised myself that I will stop. Why I cannot just stop??
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#12Kiwi-gurl
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:15 PM
To be honest. It’s the number that bothers me a lot. Even though I’m a few pounds overweight I don’t really look it. I’m pretty proportionate and curvy so I don’t look fat. Knowing that I’m technically overweight makes me feel bigger than I am.
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#13acaibiatch
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:16 PM
a guy i really liked kept calling me fat while i was trying to recover. i dont think ill ever see myself as skinny regardless of weight. i feel fat all the time.
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#14skinnykitty111
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 05:58 PM
i went on a road trip with my sister to my dads and i broke my fast multiple times and gained like 4 pounds and once i finally got to my dads i gained 2 more pounds i’m scared i’m ganna keep binging what do i do
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#15mokubah
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 06:39 PM
It just refuses 2 go down and i feel like ill be stuck here 4ever. Every day that number stays the same i feel like ripping my hair out. I dont feel like ill ever be happy until i look like skin and bones. My arms and fingers are bony but i still have thick thighs and a thicker mid section than a few days ago
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#16summer19
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 06:42 PM
i feel so shapeless. i hate the way i look. it's not even like my weight that bothers me that much. it's the fact that my legs are glued together. my thighs are huge. they don't fit in my pants anymore. my stomach is huge. i have 0 boobs which only brings attention to my stomach. it's like you know how some ppl are "p" shaped because of their boobs, i'm like "b" shaped because i have no boobs and the bump is where my stomach is. im sick of this shit
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#17m0nst3r-ultr4
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 07:04 PM
im only ~14 lbs below my hw right now which i only lost since relapsing this year, and i still look the exact fucking same. i started taking bodycheck pictures only a month or 2 ago and i feel like i look fatter even tho ive lost weight. i have do many stretch marks, and tho idc about old ones im paranoid that any non-faded ones are new, even tho they r probably not. my body is just so gross. im chubby in a pre-pubescent kinda way, no waist, no boobs (but still more boobs than i would like tbh), no hips. if i weren’t on the taller side i would pass for a fat 10 year old. my BMI is so high, im chubbier than most ppl my age, i just fucking hate being in this disgusting body. thats why i relapsed a month ago ish from b/p to restricting. but im such a fatass that i cant even restrict well, i eat an almost healthy amount. fuck this
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#18minabelle1
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 07:28 PM
I really wish that I didn’t like my cw. I keep telling myself that I need to gain for health reasons but I’m so attached to being this thin that even a slight increase in the number on the scale would terrify me. I felt better at bmi 14-15 but increasing my intake seems impossible. It’s such a horrible feeling, I’m torn between the disordered and rational parts of my brain which makes it seem like I’m trapped in some kind of mental stasis.
this. I know I need it but whenever I do anything kind to myself or any of my ed symptoms start to fade I feel so guilty after. I was litterally crying this morning because I felt so cold and begging to feel warmer. I binged today and feel warm and now my brain is saying I can’t wait to feel cold and sick again. It’s awful being this torn all the time. Wish I knew what to listen to or what I want
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#19minabelle1
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 07:28 PM
I'm actually satisfied with the number as well as with my reflection in the mirror.
Then, why the f*ck I cannot stop restricting and losing further? I promised myself that I will stop. Why I cannot just stop??
Let me know when you figure it out please
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#20small kid with big secrets
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Posted 09 July 2022 - 08:36 PM
i’m bmi 21 and i’m just so impatient to lose weight and finally be thinner again… i have ten more pounds to lose before i get to my lw and even that wasn’t enough… i’m scared that my ugw won’t be enough but even being there would be wonderful atm since i just feel so fat. i binged today so even though i’m still in a deficit that makes it worse. i just want to start losing already and stop having binge urges, i want to be scared of food
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FAQs
What are the weight classes for anorexia? ›
That being said, a BMI below 17.5 in adults is one of the common physical characteristics used to diagnose anorexia. There are also different tiers of anorexia based on BMI ranging from mild (<17.5), moderate (16-16.99), and severe (15-15.99), to extreme (<15).
What is the desired weight gain in anorexia nervosa? ›Background: Guidelines for anorexia nervosa (AN) inpatient treatment suggest weight gain of 0.5–1.0 kg per week, but it is uncertain if this aim is reached in ordinary clinical settings. Aims: To investigate weekly rates of weight gain and associated factors during tertiary AN inpatient treatment.
How much weight do you have to lose to be considered anorexia? ›Extreme weight loss is a significant sign of anorexia, such as when body weight drops below 15% of the expected weight for a person of that age and height, or their BMI is less than 17.5.
Does weight determine anorexia? ›It's only anorexia that BMI is considered important. This means that someone with bulimia could have a normal BMI, but could still be unhealthy because of the impact of bulimic behaviors on their body. It's important that diagnosing and treating eating disorders isn't based on BMI or weight.
At what weight do you get hospitalized for anorexia? ›One Place for Treatment
Admission criteria require that patients be less than 70 percent of their ideal body weight, or have a body mass index (BMI) below 15. In a woman who is 5 feet 4 inches tall, that's about 85 pounds.
More than 50% of anorexics use calorie-burning exercises such as running, bicycling and aerobics classes as part of the self-starvation process that characterizes the occasionally fatal disorder, during which women lose at least 25% of their ideal body weight.
How quickly can an anorexic gain weight? ›It is not uncommon for daily caloric needs of people recovering from anorexia to reach 3,000 to 5,000 daily calories for a sufficient 1/2 pound to 2 pounds per week weight gain until achieving goal weight. This is especially true for adolescents who are still growing and young adults.
Will I get fat in Ed recovery? ›So often early in recovery, people worry that the midsection is getting bigger. Rest assured, the fat accumulation redistributes over the course of a few months. The body gets stronger under the influence of improved nutrition, so muscle development improves, and fat cells redistribute more evenly throughout the body.
How do hospitals put on weight? ›- Eat more calories than you normally would. ...
- Eat larger meals. ...
- Eat snacks between meals to add to your calorie intake. ...
- Eat more foods with healthy fats, such as avocado and salmon. ...
- Review the nutrition labels on all the foods you eat.
In males, a BMI of around 13 appears to be fatal. The coefficient of variation (CV) of the BMI is 8.7%. In contrast, females survive to a lower BMI of around 11, although with greater index variability (CV 14%). Several females had BMI's as low as 9 and 10.
Is a BMI of 17.5 too low? ›
The Skinny on Underweight
The American Dietetic Association (ADA) defines the ideal body mass index (BMI) as between 20 and 25. Thus, anyone below that range would be considered underweight and those with a BMI from 18.5 to 17.5 extremely underweight.
for hospitalization:
BMI < 13 is an indicatior for certification under the Mental Health Act if the patient refuses admission although BMI < 13 alone is not enough for admission.
A person does not need to be underweight to have anorexia. Larger-bodied individuals can also have anorexia. However, they may be less likely to be diagnosed due to cultural stigma against fat and obesity. In addition, someone can be underweight without having anorexia.
How do you develop anorexia? ›The exact causes of anorexia nervosa are unknown. However, the condition sometimes runs in families; young women with a parent or sibling with an eating disorder are likelier to develop one themselves. Then there are psychological, environmental, and social factors that may contribute to the development of anorexia.
When does anorexia become serious? ›The disorder is diagnosed when a person weighs at least 15% less than their normal/ideal body weight. Extreme weight loss in people with anorexia nervosa can lead to dangerous health problems and even death.
What is extreme anorexia? ›What is Severe Anorexia Nervosa? Anorexia Nervosa (AN) is a highly lethal mental disorder manifested by marked food restrictions, resulting in a very thin body habitus, an abnormal focus on body image and a host of medical complications which progress as the malnutrition worsens.
What BMI can you be sectioned? ›Severe Anorexia Nervosa is defined in weight terms as an individual with a body mass index (BMI) of <15 (BMI – weight in kilograms divided by height in metres squared).
Why do people become anorexic? ›The causes that may contribute to a person developing anorexia nervosa include: Psychological factors, such as a high level of perfectionism or obsessive-compulsive personality traits, feeling limited control in life and low self-esteem, a tendency towards depression and anxiety and a poor reaction to stress.
What qualifies as an eating disorder? ›Eating disorders are behavioral conditions characterized by severe and persistent disturbance in eating behaviors and associated distressing thoughts and emotions. They can be very serious conditions affecting physical, psychological and social function.
Do I have atypical anorexia? ›What Is Atypical Anorexia? The atypical anorexia definition refers to an intense fear of weight gain and an extreme restriction of food and energy intake without extreme weight loss or very low body weight. This means that people with this eating disorder can have a normal or above-average body weight.
What happens when a starving person eats? ›
Refeeding syndrome appears when food is introduced too quickly after a period of malnourishment. Shifts in electrolyte levels can cause serious complications, including seizures, heart failure, and comas. In some cases, refeeding syndrome can be fatal.
Can you be hospitalized for weight loss? ›Timing for Hospitalization
2 Patients may require hospitalization if they are severely malnourished and/or have lost a great deal of weight and are at risk for refeeding syndrome. Although hospitalization can be scary, it is also a very necessary component of treatment for many people.
- Turkey sandwiches.
- Pasta dishes.
- Rice bowls with vegetables and beans or chicken.
- A banana and low-fat chocolate milk (full-fat milk may be harder to digest after a workout)
- Whole-grain crackers and peanut butter.
- A smoothie with yogurt and frozen berries.
- Rewrite your stories. ...
- Practice body gratitude. ...
- Practice radical acceptance. ...
- Set boundaries. ...
- Be intentional about images. ...
- Focus on your values, passions, and other meaningful things.
Most people report a “redistribution” of weight within six months, although many report they begin to feel more comfortable within a few weeks.
Do you gain weight fast after anorexia? ›Results from this study suggest that the likelihood of continuing to gain weight after recovery from anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa is actually very low – lower than the rate of weight gain in people without histories of eating disorders in the population.
What is the DSM 5 criteria for anorexia? ›To be diagnosed with anorexia nervosa according to the DSM-5, the following criteria must be met: Restriction of energy intake relative to requirements leading to a significantly low body weight in the context of age, sex, developmental trajectory, and physical health.
How many calories do recovering anorexics need? ›Outpatient Nutritional Rehabilitation
It is not uncommon for daily caloric needs of people recovering from anorexia to reach 3,000 to 5,000 daily calories for a sufficient 1/2 pound to 2 pounds per week weight gain until achieving goal weight.
Results: The weight criterion used for the diagnosis of anorexia nervosa corresponds to BMI values between the 5th and 10th centiles in both populations. In epidemiological terms the lowest BMI values in individuals aged 10 years and older occur during adolescence.
What is my biologically appropriate weight? ›Biologically appropriate weights (BAW) are weights that are easily maintained without the practice of dieting or other inappropriate food and exercise behaviors. A BAW reflects pre-morbid weight, normal physical and psychological function, genetic predisposition (ethnicity), gender and family history.